I've never ever thought that I'd go back to that 'scary' place.
Never EVER.
Because I've given up my Dancing dream.
that place is the Music Room.
I mean, I go thr for Music lessons, but not Dance.
I've really never thought of returning back there. Seriously.
but now, all those 40-50rounds are back,
those muscles ache are back,
those screamings are back,
my tears rolling down on my cheeks are back,
seniors' talkings are back,
Everything's back.
I can't turn back now, its way too late.
Have to learn & accept what people's saying about me.
because its their mouth & thoughts, i cant control ;
Dancing was once my dream, but now. Im just like newcomers,
comitting to it, after SYF, out of Dance;
As I prayed to God, that He'll bring me out of all Distractions & I shall commit fully to Dance.
THIS IS WHAT I PROMISED HIM.
Dance.
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Photos are the best memory of each outing .
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Seriously lah, this new photo uploader SUCKS-.-,omgoodness-.- wtf is this man fuck it lah
My leaders in church.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
This post is gonna dedicate to all my Leaders in church.
-Dear Leaders,
you guys have been Great mentors in church.
Every ZoneF service, each time all of your Preach, I'll feel so blessed by All of you.
no matter its Dominic, Lynette, Ivan, Jianming, Samantha, Jamie etc, you guys always give the greatest Power to all of us.
And my ConnectGroup, DL5 CEG.
Thanks to these seniors as well, Adriena, Iris, Jordan, Danette, MarcusYip & alot more
ppl guiding me always, My church friends are just so awesome.
The person I have to Thank most is MONIK YONG :)
without this cheerfull girl, I would not have been brought to Church.
Just because You invited me to Church, I've opened up my door & gave to God.
& Today, just because Service was about Insecurities & all these,
and Dominic & other Leaders decided to just Pray for everyone.
Its a sudden decision. Me, Zhiyin, Zhisheng, Geraldine, Huiqi, Eunice & alot of others
went up to the front, we accepted our Seniors' Prayers.
I really felt God's presence in my Heart.
Everythin seems like I can't feel my Heartbeats anymore,
I can only feel God's presence.
God's just Amazing. All Christians can't deny that.
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-Dear Leaders,
you guys have been Great mentors in church.
Every ZoneF service, each time all of your Preach, I'll feel so blessed by All of you.
no matter its Dominic, Lynette, Ivan, Jianming, Samantha, Jamie etc, you guys always give the greatest Power to all of us.
And my ConnectGroup, DL5 CEG.
Thanks to these seniors as well, Adriena, Iris, Jordan, Danette, MarcusYip & alot more
ppl guiding me always, My church friends are just so awesome.
The person I have to Thank most is MONIK YONG :)
without this cheerfull girl, I would not have been brought to Church.
Just because You invited me to Church, I've opened up my door & gave to God.
& Today, just because Service was about Insecurities & all these,
and Dominic & other Leaders decided to just Pray for everyone.
Its a sudden decision. Me, Zhiyin, Zhisheng, Geraldine, Huiqi, Eunice & alot of others
went up to the front, we accepted our Seniors' Prayers.
I really felt God's presence in my Heart.
Everythin seems like I can't feel my Heartbeats anymore,
I can only feel God's presence.
God's just Amazing. All Christians can't deny that.
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My love won't waver for You.
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
- kkay i know i look like a retard inside, this was taken like .. in the mid of July.
oVeR-d-U-e-D photo. HHAHAAHAHAHA look so shitty.
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Hihihihihi, ♥
school was okay today, but boring .
watched Night at the Museum, all laugh like siao. hahaha :)
so .. normal, spent my Recess w my best girlfs ever,
Pavi, Ros, Huiting & Leehui. ♥ Sabrina joined us after that,
we had fun screaming, omgoodness we laugh all the way from first floor up to fourth floor :D
after that bid a farewell to Lisa&Ros because they went for Inter-school competition
for Tchoukball :)
I wished them goodluck & when turning back suddenly Jiajie just ran like a GAY
& bid a farewell, omgoodness I can say that its real FUNNY !
me, Lisa&Ros laugh like one crazy at the lobby, HHAAHAHAHA
then Zhiyin ran out of the classroom, some ps stuffs happened :P
SKIP TO AFTER SCHOOL :)
Lunch - Daddy fetch me home - Sleep - & use comp :)
thats my 'schedule' for today.
LALALA ALRIGHT I HAVE NTH TO POST ALR
BBYE :D
I no longer hanker love .
Monday, October 18, 2010
I CANNOT BELIEVE THATS ME WHEN I WAS P5/6(icannotrmb) !
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HAHAHAHAHAAA . okay, im now ALONE, at home.
Shitasszzzzzzzzz and i have to wait till like 1130 then can go outofthehouse-.-,
shitazxszxszzxszxsz it. I'm constantly replying Choonehneh's tags man!
I'm helping her to roll on her tags (:
HAHAH . kkay im gonna go get ready soon & i believe there'll be photos
i'm very lazy to upload all lah .. HAIYO. kkay will really upload soon!
Love! ϟ
; Harrow I'm back :D @ 7:08PM .
Catched Child's Eye . omgoodness lah, damn nice :D
but I keep screaming cos some of the parts is like .. super scary lah!
start of the movie alr damn scary lah please, somemore i watch 3D.
How 'NICE' :S . took alot of photos today, lazy post on blog, will post if im free. will post on Facebook.
there's this girl in the cinema, when the hand is coming out to grab the lady,
she's like, "Wth, that fucking long hand is which bitch's one!? "
I laugh man! super funny.
there's one part, everybody scream alr, suddenly everybody burst out to all our laughters in
the cinema, omgoodness damn funny. :D
HAHAHAHAHA okay, will post tomorrow, Twitter now.
Love :D
Party!
Sunday, October 17, 2010
WOOO! Like finally!?
we're all gonna Party! :D
I'm sosososososososo excited for Holidays to come!
love it mannnnnnnnnnnnnn!
I'm gonna Ton night w my WRPS mates, I promiseeeee i'm gonna ask them out late night :D
& its gonna be the start of the year of my 14years old secondary school life.
& omgoodness, i cannot believe it that my first year in secondary school life Fly so fast!?
wth. SEC TWO, here I come. :D
& WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Its raining nowwwwwwwwwwww. ϟ
weeeeee, i love the beautiful rain. I REALLY LOVE IT. :D
the cold breezee is blowing into my house from Mother Nature!
I LOVE IT. :D ϟ
we're all gonna Party! :D
I'm sosososososososo excited for Holidays to come!
love it mannnnnnnnnnnnnn!
I'm gonna Ton night w my WRPS mates, I promiseeeee i'm gonna ask them out late night :D
& its gonna be the start of the year of my 14years old secondary school life.
& omgoodness, i cannot believe it that my first year in secondary school life Fly so fast!?
wth. SEC TWO, here I come. :D
& WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Its raining nowwwwwwwwwwww. ϟ
weeeeee, i love the beautiful rain. I REALLY LOVE IT. :D
the cold breezee is blowing into my house from Mother Nature!
I LOVE IT. :D ϟ
Moodless.
Saturday, October 16, 2010
I JUST RECIEVED A TEXT FROM JEREMY YEO.
He text me,
" Whats is your problem with chris uh? Its like you really hate her so much for what?
sometimes I really think there's somethin wrong with you.
All the boys think your a show off guailan jackass.
I think that insulting her makes me hate you more. Your pathetic.
Just mind your own business ok. You cant tell her or me what to do.
Don't bother replying me cb . "
I'm so happy to recieve this message. :)
because i really bother to reply your fucking stupid message. :)
HERE'S MY REPLY :
" Firstly, thats your problem for hating me,
you think what sia? everybody likes you so much?
yah, so what im a show off guailan jackass? Not your problem too?
I hate Chris is my prob, not yours, so you can just STFU.
Secondly, you think there's something wrong w me,
didn't you knew that from MY HEAD TO TOE there's alot of things wrong about me?-.-.
Thirdly, CAN YOU STOP BEING A COPY CAT?
I realise all those words you use to scold me is from Claudia's mouth.
you fail english is it? fail vocab? You've got a problem w me, talk in school.
dun hide behind your phone or where else to talk cock w me.
Lastly, I HAVE CB. You don't have is it? Go find one lah. -.-. "
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You cause me to make this thing big, you wan become famous right,
I'll post this on facebook. no worries you bastard-.-.
He text me,
" Whats is your problem with chris uh? Its like you really hate her so much for what?
sometimes I really think there's somethin wrong with you.
All the boys think your a show off guailan jackass.
I think that insulting her makes me hate you more. Your pathetic.
Just mind your own business ok. You cant tell her or me what to do.
Don't bother replying me cb . "
I'm so happy to recieve this message. :)
because i really bother to reply your fucking stupid message. :)
HERE'S MY REPLY :
" Firstly, thats your problem for hating me,
you think what sia? everybody likes you so much?
yah, so what im a show off guailan jackass? Not your problem too?
I hate Chris is my prob, not yours, so you can just STFU.
Secondly, you think there's something wrong w me,
didn't you knew that from MY HEAD TO TOE there's alot of things wrong about me?-.-.
Thirdly, CAN YOU STOP BEING A COPY CAT?
I realise all those words you use to scold me is from Claudia's mouth.
you fail english is it? fail vocab? You've got a problem w me, talk in school.
dun hide behind your phone or where else to talk cock w me.
Lastly, I HAVE CB. You don't have is it? Go find one lah. -.-. "
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You cause me to make this thing big, you wan become famous right,
I'll post this on facebook. no worries you bastard-.-.
Its art exam tomorrow.
Thursday, October 14, 2010
ITS ART EXAM TOMORROW!
OKAY BYE! :D
OKAY BYE! :D
Update.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Alright, a post for THIS GIRL who I dislike.
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Oi Christine Tay.
can you just simply please stop flirting?
You need that book alot is it? SERIOUSLY, i think you're pretty AT FIRST.
but now, SUPER BUANG & TOOT FACE.
So what if you're Jeremy's primary school friend?
don't think that you're prettier than Me, Huiling, Claudia or Zhiyin or whoever means you very good kkay-.-. Let me tell you, YOU'RE NOT. Get it?
No? Okay, Firstly, you flirt Jeremy. Secondly, his phone, no other ppl messages only YOU.
you wan 旧情复合 is it? & then what? you help him do Chinese compo means very pro huh?
3 pages only what. You think what man? 300? NO?-.-.
&, you very pro hor, make him post a STATUS about you in Facebook.
then still go comment "Me uh? : " wth you wan show off?
can be more haolian than me not? I VERY HAOLIAN one.
YOU & JEREMY IS SUCH A PERFECT MATCH, BOTH FLIRTY.
& please, i seriously HATE you, i hope you just vanish into thin air just like THAT.
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I know im bad, im just that straightfoward when i dislike something like that.
i dont care the person's gonna scold me back or what.
IF you say that im non-better than her, its the fact, nobody's perfect. this line everybody's saying. This person has tested my Patience, she's gone over the limit,
cant blame me for revealing her irritating name & that jerk/bastard's name.
thats just me.
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Oi Christine Tay.
can you just simply please stop flirting?
You need that book alot is it? SERIOUSLY, i think you're pretty AT FIRST.
but now, SUPER BUANG & TOOT FACE.
So what if you're Jeremy's primary school friend?
don't think that you're prettier than Me, Huiling, Claudia or Zhiyin or whoever means you very good kkay-.-. Let me tell you, YOU'RE NOT. Get it?
No? Okay, Firstly, you flirt Jeremy. Secondly, his phone, no other ppl messages only YOU.
you wan 旧情复合 is it? & then what? you help him do Chinese compo means very pro huh?
3 pages only what. You think what man? 300? NO?-.-.
&, you very pro hor, make him post a STATUS about you in Facebook.
then still go comment "Me uh? : " wth you wan show off?
can be more haolian than me not? I VERY HAOLIAN one.
YOU & JEREMY IS SUCH A PERFECT MATCH, BOTH FLIRTY.
& please, i seriously HATE you, i hope you just vanish into thin air just like THAT.
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I know im bad, im just that straightfoward when i dislike something like that.
i dont care the person's gonna scold me back or what.
IF you say that im non-better than her, its the fact, nobody's perfect. this line everybody's saying. This person has tested my Patience, she's gone over the limit,
cant blame me for revealing her irritating name & that jerk/bastard's name.
thats just me.
Fantasy.
Monday, October 11, 2010
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Yeap. Im definitely watching this movie. Lets cheer! ♥
its a romantic movie, i love it .
i totally love it! well, its Genice's birthday last sat, went over her house & celebrate,
well its extremely cool&i love it.
I promise the photos will be up soon♥.
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Its a bright monday and its science and maths paper 1.
i have to face the fact that if i fail my maths badly.
Surprisingly, i suppose im failing my english, too. I totally flunked my Paper1 that day.
i chose the wrong Q. -'-
sigh. what has been done its already done. I just hope that i can just get a boderline pass for my EL. SO that i could just simply pass two other subjects & get promoted to Sec2NA.
Science paper was extremely mad easy♥ I mean, i understand and know how to do most of the questions. how cool. first time ever in my life.
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i no longer hanker in love.
CLUBBING in the Night.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
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Arrrrrrroh. :)
attending Genice's birthdayyyy party today!
& I KNOW ITS GONNA BE SHIOK LIKE SIAO!
cos i'm gonna have fun :D
wooooooooo. :))
until 10pm leh, shiok bo! :D
hahaaaaa, (:
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Okay, i'm gonna post 10 things that I'm gonna do before i reach 21years old. (m'I gnieb DEROB)
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1) I'm gonna go CLUBBING.
2) I gonna Ton one night outside just to enjoy the cold breeze.
3) I want go Star Gazing w my friendsss.
4) I want go to the Beach & enjoy the Sun rise.
5) Happy 14th Birthday party @ Chalet.
6) Good grades for Exams(EVERY YEAR.)
7) Ngee Ann Poly / JC.
8) Singapore Management University.
10) FULLY FREEDOM!
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HAHAH. some like no link, but thats what I aimed for.
heh, (: GONNA MUG HARD TO ACHIEVE THESE GOALS!
kkay photos up soon!
10 years after ..
Friday, October 8, 2010
HELLO READERS(:
I PIERCED MY LEFT HELIX.(will post the photo up if i've shot one nice shot. ;) )
& i'm like omgoodness super pain!
Forget it. x.x
well, Kelvin didn't attend school today & i know the reason.
I wonder how's he doing now. :(
HOPE HE'S OKAY, FINE, ALRIGHT!
okay, Its English Paper today & I think I've screwed it up.
Compo i cfm fail. ~.~ But still i hope i pass overall lah. >Pleasepleaseplease. :(
Its Maths paper on monday i think :x.
I'M VERY SCARED LAH. ALAMAK. Sigh, forget it.
kkay, talk about my Helix,
I wasn't suppose to eat Seafood, & I went & ate Fried noodles which contains CRABMEAT!
I forgotten. :@ . & I ate FISH! Filet O' Fish Burger.
DIE LER LOR DIE LER LOR.
cfm will infection! :( I scared sia. alamak.
forget it. -.-
alright, Recently drifting apart from my friends.
Like seriously-.-, i hate ALL of you.
FML.
Excited for Genice's 13th Birthday tomorrrrrrrrow. :D
WOO! Will be posting Photos. :D
alright, stop here.
Bb.
I PIERCED MY LEFT HELIX.(will post the photo up if i've shot one nice shot. ;) )
& i'm like omgoodness super pain!
Forget it. x.x
well, Kelvin didn't attend school today & i know the reason.
I wonder how's he doing now. :(
HOPE HE'S OKAY, FINE, ALRIGHT!
okay, Its English Paper today & I think I've screwed it up.
Compo i cfm fail. ~.~ But still i hope i pass overall lah. >Pleasepleaseplease. :(
Its Maths paper on monday i think :x.
I'M VERY SCARED LAH. ALAMAK. Sigh, forget it.
kkay, talk about my Helix,
I wasn't suppose to eat Seafood, & I went & ate Fried noodles which contains CRABMEAT!
I forgotten. :@ . & I ate FISH! Filet O' Fish Burger.
DIE LER LOR DIE LER LOR.
cfm will infection! :( I scared sia. alamak.
forget it. -.-
alright, Recently drifting apart from my friends.
Like seriously-.-, i hate ALL of you.
FML.
Excited for Genice's 13th Birthday tomorrrrrrrrow. :D
WOO! Will be posting Photos. :D
alright, stop here.
Bb.
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Saturday, October 2, 2010
" We all have to Learn to let go. "
HI READERS, I'm back.
Kkay, not in a very good mood.
THE PEOPLE AROUND ME ALL FLUNKED MY MOOD-.-!
Supar angry. NB.
Forget it. zzzzzz.
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I'M SO BORED. :(
What to do?
I'm
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SUPER BORED.
Okay, bye.
Why are you still reading? Bye la dey!
Okay, dun bye. :D
Stay here & read lor.
IF you wna continue reading, READ WHAT ITS WRITTEN. :D [ HAHAHA! CRAP MAN. ]
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I will love this boy forever.
Forever & ever.
You're the only boy for me, yes, YOU.
I can give up anything for you.
My dear boy,
My bbyboy,
My cutecute boy,
My Love for life,
My dear ...
okay really bye ler. :D
I love you, I hate you.
GOODMORNING BLOGGERS.
FML!
early in the morning, YOU flunked my mood-.-.
You think I like you means you can just bully me? -.-
OH YOU'RE WRONG -.-
You dun everyday think she'll like you lah.
You know what she told me?
" EH, [insertyourshitassnamehere!] THINK HE REALLY VERY HANDSOME LIDDAT, I SERIOUSLY HATE HIM MAN. "
Oi, you saw it? SHE HATES YOU LAH STUPID-.-.
EVEN ME HATES YOU NOW TOO.
See I so GOOD, help you create a post FOR YOU. -.-
Just giveup stupid. -.-bloody hell fool. =='
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BYE READERS. Post some other time.
FML!
early in the morning, YOU flunked my mood-.-.
You think I like you means you can just bully me? -.-
OH YOU'RE WRONG -.-
You dun everyday think she'll like you lah.
You know what she told me?
" EH, [insertyourshitassnamehere!] THINK HE REALLY VERY HANDSOME LIDDAT, I SERIOUSLY HATE HIM MAN. "
Oi, you saw it? SHE HATES YOU LAH STUPID-.-.
EVEN ME HATES YOU NOW TOO.
See I so GOOD, help you create a post FOR YOU. -.-
Just giveup stupid. -.-bloody hell fool. =='
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BYE READERS. Post some other time.
