Hi Readers! :D
It's like 4:21am in the morning now & Ruiqikuah is here posting for everyone :b
cfm nobody like reading one ._. HAHAHAHAHA okay just take it as i'm talking to myself okay :D
So.. yeah school's reopening on Monday, sian ah sian ah! I dun wan go school :(
i wan run away from reality seriously ahhhh geez. okay forget it that's impossible.
okay byebye s;
 
Hello readers, it's 20th June today!
So reminding me of the date ._.
Hello boy, it was suppose to be our second month if we didn't separate our ways.
How saddening.
Hope that you're leading a HELL DAMN GOOD LIFE okay.
Happy '2nd' month,
kthxbye readers.
 
HELLO Readers! I got something to say..
Suddenly, i miss you so much.
Suddenly, i miss hugging you.
Suddenly, i miss our conversations full of i love you(s).
Suddenly, i miss you calling me 'Baby' & I call you 'Baby'.
Suddenly, i miss our time together.
Suddenly, i miss the way you made me laugh when you don't even know what you did.
Suddenly, i miss the time when you accompanied me over the net watch ghost tv programmes.
Suddenly, i miss your sweet words to me.
Suddenly, i miss when i told you that Fingers locking means one is locked into the other's heart & you told me that you want to be locked inside my heart.
Suddenly, i miss your shyness.
Suddenly, i miss everything about the both of us.
I just simply miss us.
You were once my everything, one night changed everything about us.
You're not mine anymore.
Your heart aren't locked in my heart anymore.
I feel terrified when i'm watching Ghost tv programme because i'm watching it Alone.
You stopped using sweet words to me.
You stopped Loving me. 
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I'm back from Camp, starting to work :)
Monday - Tuesday Genice's house stay over ~ :D
15 days without you
kthxbye
 
- / Escaping.
Hello readers~
I have SC camp from tomorrow till wednesday ~ :D
hehehe yea only two days one night yeah .
alright & yeah about my condition without him,
it's just pure miserable, but i have to say i'm really slowly forgetting him, but it's weird, really weird,
definitely some portion of my heart is still thinking of him. i dunno why . this' weird.
kthxbye, enjoy your stay and gimme a tag yo.
 
Hi yo Hi <;
alright today went for dance fish man, seriously.
HARD CORE. ._. Alex & Ken came and helped us :D
New york + LA hip hop {:
It was not that really bad, but afterall it's good :D
So yeah 7 days i've survived for 7 days wow~
Hhahah okayokay I've nth to do. LIKE HELL YEAH SERIOUSLY
Fuck Facebook from Google Chrome . -_-.
It's so damn disturbing. :@ laglaglag. !@#$%^&*()_+
whatever big fuck lah k, bye.
 
Hello readers.
Good morning! I slept at 8+ & woke up at 10~11+ ._.
and i'm sleeping early tonight as no friends i can ooVoo with~
Andre die die also must have 3 ppl, then 3 ppl lor. HAHAHA
so yeah, sleeping back real soon again.
Tmr meeting Genice, 8:30am @ Aljunied MRT. Any stalkers? HAHAHAHAHA
Okayokay i shall stop now,
Bye!
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 / I'm still learning how to live half alive. 
^ THIS.
okay so lets just start off with .. hmm... hmm...
i dunno actually lmao. ._.
Okay, so .. read 
Mama Evan's blog <3
To Mama Evan:
Hmm.. well, i hope i will get over it SOON, real soon.
Well maybe it's because i'm the one who started having a crush on him first, & I liked him for a
very long time, thats why it's hard for me to get over him..
it's tough, it's tiring, it's saddening. :\
well, really thank you a lot okay Mama Evan!
Love you a lot! Haha anyway, my real chinese name is Meijun :D
Ruiqi is just another nickname given by Zhiyin~ :) But i still prefer you to call me Ruiqi :P
alright! thank you mama evan!
Love you :D
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okay I actually can make a list out to thank a lot a lot a lot of people who tried to cheer  me up.
really, seriously. you people mean a lot to me yeah <3 .
Love all of you & i will try to get over it soon!
Love, Ruiqi / Raquel alienmonster <3